Just got home. See these smiles? They’re tired but they’re honest. I stood in the school store tonight and laughed through tears that I had to keep pushing down to their chamber until I could let them out later. My new friends will have to get used to me crying because I’m happy. Until then, I tried to act like a normal person. I had several people come in to meet me that had read my blog but never met me and needed to see my happy in person. Maybe they don’t know how much my heart wrapped that up like really expensive chocolate to keep on rainier days. It was a new experience to have had my heart read and then meet them. I can’t thank them enough for doing that. I can feel the Father calling me to a different level of knowing and being known. Because tonight? Tonight I met my new family….and they are a lot! And I loved them all as I looked around. God? Show me how to notice them, how to see their “real”, how to love them in their language.
I did manage to escape having to go up in front of EVERYONE and say my name and what I do. I kind of “forgot”. ACK. I do better infiltrating the masses quiet and stealth. I told God He’d have to be more clear that I had to do that in the future. I think He understood.
It was good seeing you and Naomi again!
And you as well, Marci! <3