I crave honest like decadent chocolate. I’m so hungry to be laid bare before my Creator; to let Him garden in my heart at His good pleasure. I don’t fear His spade anymore like I used to because it’s covered in His tears. He cries when I cry; He cries more when I have been …
Today I made a careless, distracted human error. I was talking on my phone while driving. I came to a stop at a small 3 way intersection. There was one other car at each stop sign. I chose to pull out at the same time another woman pulled out but I did not see her. …
It’s raining outside. It seems to be raining harder on the inside. I can’t see to drive. I can’t see to type. I can’t seem to find the end of my tears this morning. It feels like I’m crying something out of me. It hurts like birth. It hurts like death. I think it’s both. …
There’s no trace of what this picture cost. The healing I’ve received is beginning to erase the memory. I have no need to recall it to you anymore. This is my mother. Today my Father clearly said “Go. Today. Right now. I have things I want to pour out on you. I can’t. Until You …
I headed up to go to sleep and Something called me outside. It’s curious to me, how, the closer I get to God, the lonelier I can feel sometimes. The world seems tasteless to me in those times. My appetite seems to crave something I can’t find. I go back downstairs to get a chocolate …