“Do you ever feel like a complete failure?” And you go to answer it and instead you “accidentally” call them. And you say, “what’s going on?” and you really mean….what just happened with the phone?……but you hear the person’s voice on the other end and then you realize……. Oh. “What’s going on?” means something entirely …
I lay here in the middle of my night and I have this sense of urgency; of heightened perspective. It’s already a new day. It’ll soon be a new year. This thought keeps coming to mind. Nothing matters but the eternal I want to grab onto you, grab onto myself and say it in the mirror….. …
“Sameness is tameness” D.B. Estep I heard that today and it ricocheted around in my brain as I sat there quiet in a bible class. I have moments like that frequently. Like a shot in the sky that makes me stop and I can’t move past what it does inside of me. I look around …
I’d woken up at 3 am., something that keeps happening as of late. I used to fret. Now I just pray and ponder. Or write. 🙂 I grabbed my phone and saw 23 notifications from Facebook. I decided I’d catch up on that office work. Then, I posted. A random, worthless post about being awake. …
I’ve just now finished watching a movie I’ve come to put on my Christmas list each year. It’s a family during the holidays, all grown children come home to celebrate and the dynamics of bringing new people to the mix and how that plays itself out; all misunderstandings and the brittle awkwardness of trying to …